Feeling Blue

It was 2.11 a.m and logically my whole roommates are asleep. I was woken up by the chilly cold night sea breeze with extra rain since my school was located facing the sea. It feels like a blizzard outside. I love cold weather but not when I'm having a fever. I feels like cold pain penetrating your body with no mercy. I jumped out of my bed switched off the fan and opened up my locker and rummage through a pile of my laundry trying to reach for the paracetamol. It reminds me of my past when I was a kid in primary school where my mum will wake me up during the midnight and spoon feed me with the fruit-flavor kids medicine. I remembered feeling very weak that day and I had to tell myself that I have to take care of myself now, shouldn't be a kid anymore. Tonight was very frustrating too. I'm still feverish and had a hard time getting myself to sleep and heard growling sound made by my stomach. Well, at least I'm at home. I choose to cook porridge instead of instant noodles. It was my first time experience cooking porridge and surprisingly it was sort of easy. My mistake was - I forget to wash the grains. It doesn't matter much for me as long add some soy sauce to add some twist to it. I'm logging off now and still feverish and not feeling sleepy. Bummer...