Music and Lyrics

Way Back into Love

I've been living with a shadow overhead,
I've been sleeping with a cloud above my bed,
I've been lonely for so long,
Trapped in the past,
I just can't seem to move on!

I've been hiding all my hopes and dreams away,
Just in case I ever need them again someday,
I've been setting aside time,
To clear a little space in the corners of my mind!

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.

I've been watching but the stars refuse to shine,
I've been searching but i just don't see the signs,
I know that it's out there,
There's got to be something for my soul somewhere!

I've been looking for someone to shed some light,
Not somebody just to get me through the night,
I could use some direction,
And I'm open to your suggestions.

All I want to do is find a way back into love.
I can't make it through without a way back into love.
And if I open my heart again,
I guess I'm hoping you'll be there for me in the end!

There are moments when I don't know if it's real
Or if anybody feels the way I feel
I need inspiration
Not just another negotiation

All I want to do is find a way back into love,
I can't make it through without a way back into love,
And if I open my heart to you,
I'm hoping you'll show me what to do,
And if you help me to start again,
You know that I'll be there for you in the end!

Feeling Blue

It was 2.11 a.m and logically my whole roommates are asleep. I was woken up by the chilly cold night sea breeze with extra rain since my school was located facing the sea. It feels like a blizzard outside. I love cold weather but not when I'm having a fever. I feels like cold pain penetrating your body with no mercy. I jumped out of my bed switched off the fan and opened up my locker and rummage through a pile of my laundry trying to reach for the paracetamol. It reminds me of my past when I was a kid in primary school where my mum will wake me up during the midnight and spoon feed me with the fruit-flavor kids medicine. I remembered feeling very weak that day and I had to tell myself that I have to take care of myself now, shouldn't be a kid anymore. Tonight was very frustrating too. I'm still feverish and had a hard time getting myself to sleep and heard growling sound made by my stomach. Well, at least I'm at home. I choose to cook porridge instead of instant noodles. It was my first time experience cooking porridge and surprisingly it was sort of easy. My mistake was - I forget to wash the grains. It doesn't matter much for me as long add some soy sauce to add some twist to it. I'm logging off now and still feverish and not feeling sleepy. Bummer...